Wednesday, October 31, 2007
gosh...skip cognitive again today.
really cant wake up..was feeling bad in the morning so i continue to sleep.
throat was really pain, runny nose..
today i'm gng 2 start back my piano lesson already, since ms carol lim is already back from hometown...
feeling still the same, lost..
dunu wad is wanted..
dunu how 2 deal wid so many things..
leave them aside oso cannot, deal wid them-dunu how.
hais...
4:34 PM
Saturday, October 27, 2007
adeline is gone.US washington
Today went to send adeline off. She went US washington.
her face is so sad la...
huggs adeline...
will miss u!!
heard she did not slp for few days already...
i wonder if wad happens during my turn...
dad and mum have plans to send me over to UK..
glad they supported me already...
anyways....adeline! must jiayou over there! tyra STA misses you!!
hmmm...b4 that i went out wid fren..
went to have a non-alcohol drink at labrador park...
finally spelling it rite..
eat pocky and drink mocha coffee.starbucks..
talk abt some stuffs, lame jokes..
left abt 3 plus thn went studio to rest...
had 2 great sessions of free massage...wahahahs..
so comfy..^^
had a nice "pillow" and a nice "blanket"
but e blanket still nvr prevent me from having a flu today...=.=
journey home from airport was abt 1hr 15 mins..
b4 tt was having breakfast with some STA people...
charlene, haziq, jan, yun and greg...
oso had a commercial for starbucks!hahahs
reach home straight away go 2 bed...slpt from 9am - 3pm thn had lunch..
my piano came!!!
petrof! 131ht.
12k..wow..most expensive thing i ever received in my life!
thanks dad and mum for tt..
and of cuz ms carol lim for helping me get it as such a great price.
my strauss piano..19 yrs old..went to eldest sis home..^^
as least we nvr throw it away..
its our family's special antique!!!
some pictures we took..
9:32 PM
Tuesday, October 23, 2007
说啊！说！为什么那么没用！
唱歌，唱不好！
什么好的织位都没赢到！
ACM 是这样， committee 也是这样！
flute考试也没拿distinction!
你真没用！废物！
我讨厌你，董晓俐！！！！
你到抵要失败多少次，你才甘愿？？！！！！
10:21 PM
uhhmmm..today was asked if back stage helpers wanna go ktv anot..
at first we don wanna go, cuz got campus girls tommy tony and joyce, all power singers mah..
we like..hhas..not very gd.
but later we confirmed that chris invited us oso, thn me and jolin went down tgt l0r..
i went to her hse 2 play piano while waiting for her 2 get prepared.. thn we took 913 to marsiling mrt..
there was train but we couldnt get on it, and i was squash by the mrt door lah...
gosh!
my back bone pain la..
thn jolin help me massage...hahas..
we ask weiwei 2 go, but he don1..nvm norh..
so we went 2 partyworld after returning some of the clothes from the concert to 77th street.
sang lots of song..
hahas...meigui and chris ate a whole chunk of watermelon!!! LOLs!!!
and today i jus realize yvonne can scream very high!! like dolphin norh...hahs..
but thn!!!!
liaos...i tink i sing very badly today la..
i oso dunu y..not power enough...
out of tune in high pitch..
gosh all e mistakes!!!!!
i'm so so so disappointed with myself la..
wadz wrong wid me!!!!
hais...
tmr got UT..sians..
tmr need 2 gif a speech for band committee..siao liao...
busy day tmr..
i tink i abit no life leh..
band, singing, piano, skul, UT....
lols...everytime is these...
when can holiday faster come????!!!
i need a break!!
i need to send my darling apple for repair...T.T
*sniff sniff*
i smell of lao shi's car again...
go shower...NOW!
buai!
12:06 AM
Sunday, October 21, 2007
真实
你说的话在我心中生了根爱的很深所以心会疼
记忆在我的心中翻滚
是不是每一个人都像我一样笨
只怕再问对彼此都太残忍
我能感觉另外一个人
我等
等笑容换成泪痕
爱在崩溃的时后比较真
太多疑问知道答案又如和
原来容忍不需要天份
只要爱错一个人
心痛比快乐更真实
爱为和这样的讽刺
我忘了这是第几次
一见你就无法坚持
孤独比拥抱更真实
爱让人失去了理智
会不会是我太自私
拒绝更寂寞的日子
放不开也看不见未来
难到这种不完美
才是爱情真实的样子
its how i'm feeling.........
7:11 PM
piano will not b here...
liaos... today really bth!muz vent my anger somewhere.
by right e piano is suppose to be reaching today as told by my mum.
BUT! e thing is that time whn my sis ask me 2 confirm wid my mum, she said they send a fax over it's today. thn i was only told to arrange the TIME!
TODAY, whn i already rush home after lesson, thn called mrs chang's(dealer) hp thn after that
the son gav me e assistant the no. , so i called to ask..
thn e person say mrs chang only send e fax over to ask my parents to confirm, tt means it's nt yet confirm when e fax is sent over!
i remember so clearly i was only suppose to arrange the time!!! TIME!!!! not DATE!!!
thn today my mum push ALL e blame TO ME!!!!
WTH!
i mad is nt abt piano is not here.
i'm mad abt my mum push e blame to me,whn she nvr gav me accurate information.
she asked me to arrange. but she said its today!
ENOUGH!
so damn angry!
argghH!H!!!!
so no mood 4 dinner la!
5:56 PM
went out wid tony and jolin
jus got home abt 30mins ago.went out at 5pm, thn wait 4 that MR tony, so long la...45 mins leh..
dunu wad he doing at home, prepare slower than me..gosh!
so we went to cathay..
wanna use wifi mah..
thn at first weiwei and jolin sae they not joining us, but later jolin join us..
both of them went to sing wid frens la..
so tony was saying i'm lazy, nvr prac..but i got sing at home wad..so its oso considered prac mah =i
anyway, we ate cheese cake at starbucks, use lappy, thn help tony install some softwares..bla bla bla..
thn jolin played my game..while i tink of how 2 help tony close his lappy's iSight.
went to pasta mania hav dinner, pizza, baked rice and linguine.. yum yums.
of cuz not we pay la..hahas
thn went to buy drink b4 go laberdore park..>dunu spelling correct anot.hahs
we talk abt childhood games,hahs, singing, bla bla bla..
thn went toilet. after tt i ALMOST 4get to tke my phone.. thn tony help me tke..lucky..heng..
if nt really don let me hav phone 2 use le wor. thn we went to send jolin back 2 woodlands. thn she told us abt the haunted block...everytime got ppl jump off from tat building de..lols..
so scared la..
she said her fren tt time looked up that saw "tt thing"..
eeeek!
thn tony send me home norh..
i guess it was e 3rd day i sat his car bah..hahs.
tony is actually my singing teacher nah..
but he acts lyk a brother to me..
and he will always b^^
hope he and the air stewardess gf last long long long ........hahshhas
yawns..so tired..
3:09 AM
Friday, October 19, 2007
18oct'07 concert wid anthony png
hmm...i guess most of us would be bloggging abt today's concert! hahs
Mr anthony png and his music story peeps had a concert a few hrs ago..
i was the helper. production assistant-ASM..associate/assistant sound manager i guess.. i 4got SM is wad le la...
anyway, my job was just to stay at the stage left (SL) and reassure that artiste are coming from the rite way and all.
i was alone la.was bored...
but at least i can get the nearest view of the artiste performing and can hear ppl's gossip, instruction abt lighting at the stage, it was great exp!!
at first was suppose to b in charge of cal and girls, but change. cuz i'm wearing black i tink ..=.=
most of the moments were great, touching...
every song has its own story to tell...``
how i wish i could be 1 of them.... i'm sure tis chance will somehow come...someday ^^
great knowing ppl lyk daren,diya, brods, khim, yvonne,bk and others...musicians, back stage crew....hahahs
too many....cuz i at SL there very quite not much thing 2 do, so talk 2 those ppl norh..
lots of celebs were at esplanade watching the concert oso nah...
but cuz i lost my hp few days ago, i cant tke picture, so i used jolin's ,greg's and alton's phone to tke picture norh...
hehes....diya is slightly taller than me..lols..cute nah...small small mah...hahahs...
thn we clean up the rooms, make sure nth is left by them thn we went to a restaurant near kallang stadium i guess.. wid sze chun (i tink is tis spelling), tommy, tony(driver) and me norh..
food nt bad la...some underage drinkers here..hahs.
anyway it was great nah..
after eat, wanna go toilet, so urgent norh...but have 2 tahan till go home...
went home on tony's car..hahs..kor kor de car...^^
lucky he live near me...or else dunu how 2 go home sial...phew ~o~
nxt time thn upload photos bah!
2:36 AM
Sunday, October 07, 2007
yesterday, went to a few places to distribute flyers..music story concert flyers.. actually did it before la.. jus that this time round is go to carparks to place it in front of the cars..
i was late that day, so weiwei,greg and jolin already went to shenton way's carparks.
thn i was waiting at plaza sing..
saw wei yi as yamaha as sales person. sold a saxophone and a clarinet that moment..
spent 1 half hrs there looking at books, such as music appreciation, history, theory,teacher-student guide book for grade 8 pieces....bla bla bla....
found out that there's actually alot of stuff abt piano that i still dunu...still a noob =,= sads..
someday i will buy all those books which i calculated is abt 100+ dollars all together.
thn continue to went to other carparks..4got where le, but today we went again..
tis time no greg, no jolin.. but got ANDY!!!!!
andy toh di di of cuz! hahas my sec skul fren!
we went to blocks near our music skul...then we went their multi story carparks..
after that we went vio city de carparks..
thn IMM!!!!!
wa...imm was the biggest and the fullest of all carparks norh!!
gosh..
we start from 5 level...so many!!!!!! 2 sides la..
we distribute till dizzy...really dizzy...
i tot i would faint...hahas..
cuz keep doing e same action for so may times without rest, wid so many cars la..
thn fredrick, our "green-tea man" did e 1st lvl of IMM thn he said ppl at the shuttle bus area got nth 2 do so they even wanna tke from you willingly.. bored mah...hahas...
thn lastly went to a few more blocks at jurong east..thn went back for singing lesson...
so tired la...drained out.....T.T
today they prac for concert. mr anthony png, darren and 1 more guy, 4got his name...
they dancing at 2nd floor.
thn after that we had lessons..
1st 1 to sing...die, no warm up, jus sing..lucky not so bad la..hahha..but 1st time sing, he sae i don hav a story behind e song.. he asked darren to come inside and listen us sing and gif comments..
today learnt chords, feel, deepened sound...
so actually my weakness is that i will get distracted by the TV and its words.
i sang better w/o TV haha..
so i was thinking mayb cuz whn young i always pay alot of attn to TV mah..hahs..
today was great la..went to other music skul oso..but not my style...sad to sae..but its ok..
i still lyk music story..
thou my parents still dunu. but 1 day i will tell them if i feel tt time is ripe.=)
slping soon...
tired.
10:57 PM
Thursday, October 04, 2007
my b'dae celebration.credits
hey ppl of E35B!!LOOK HERE!!!
really thankful that you guys did a small celebration for me k?
really appreciate that!!
i'm so touch norh..
i jus wanna be more brave and strong girl to control my tears hahahs... older 1 yr le leh...
cannot be so cry baby mah...^^
really thank you guys., especially MABEL!! RACHEL!!KAILING!! thanks for the present!!! and of cuz those who sang b'dae song haha...
jus too bad irfan and randall came back class late! hahas
of cuz muz really thank TERRY!!!!
you really prove that it's not another day...haha...a big thank you!!!
lastly of cuz my family!
yea! my parents did bought ice cream chocolate moon cake 4 me!!! its from swensens...
bro-in-law,big sis(zihui), 2nd sis(zilei),3rd sis(xiaohua)-in NZ, kor kor(jingyao)-late for celebration, my maid(junna), and of cuz my mummy and papa!! thanks 4 e cake, mooncake etc. hahas..thank u!
love you guys!!
10:50 PM
Monday, October 01, 2007
consequences for late coming in sem2
sians..everytime get Cs.. hate it l0r.
i'm already changing the late coming habits...
and i shall go on...
wanna b ealier tmr....
and i'm slpy now...
b4 tt,
Happy Childrens Day!!!!!!!!!
somemore! my birthday coming..yeppi!!!!!!
but i tink nth special abt tis yr la...hahahs...so its ok..^^
9:59 PM
